Lil-Kish

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I Woke ... by Lil-Kish, literature

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I Woke ...

I woke this morning to find you sleeping. Imagine that! I smiled and didn't want to move, As I tried to ignore the alarm. You were there, in our bed. My relief. The alarm rang again, As my hands fumbled for "snooze". I longed to stay under the blanket, With you. So I curled myself into your warmth, Until no part of my body could breathe without Touching yours. You murmured something Incoherent. I kissed your forehead and Ran my fingers through your soft hair. Your voice told me you were content. The alarm rang again, Urging the moment to end but I refused and found my hands reaching Into the unknown, fumbling as always,

No more Christmas? by Lil-Kish, literature

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No more Christmas?

Keeping up to date with current affairs around the world, I was shocked to read of an Australian school principal feeling the need to apologise for overusing the word 'Christmas' in three school newsletters after "a family had claimed she had discriminated against them". What has our world come to when Christmas is offensive in a western country? Sure not everyone follows the Christian faith, but what right does that give someone to demand it to be removed from schools. Some cities have even been forced to remove Christmas decorations from their streets in fear of offending people. As Queensland State Premier Peter Beattie stated "Christm

Their dance by Lil-Kish, literature

Unsure by Lil-Kish, literature

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Unsure

watching you sleep - i sit on the floor unsure of whether i should get up and lie with you or sit here or tell you that you should go home to her. i am unsure now. i don't know anymore i want to touch you to reach out to you to hold you. and let you reach out to me to hold you. i am unsure now i was once able to hold you in a time of need when you reached for me to hold you close to chase away your demons to bring you to your rest to pull you from the water - but i am unsure now. i am unsure.

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Simplicity ... by Lil-Kish, literature

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Simplicity ...

Simple… When I tell you something from the heart I don't have to see your response and wait as it – your unspoken reaction - breaks my heart... I don't have to feel my heart drop in the middle of a pregnant pause while I wait for you to think of what to say... I don't have to feel broken.... simple as that... In person, to tell you something from my heart, I fear … I worry about myself... and I have to abstain from letting you see me cry... which I seem to be good at - when I have something true to tell you...

Standing Before Me by Lil-Kish, literature

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Standing Before Me

The young boy stood before me, His arms reached timidly forward. I hesitated, then embraced him. Faintly I heard him whisper – His voice choking back the words "Thank you". Startled, I thought of when he came into my life. He was so tiny, So fragile, So innocent. My heart sunk - I wondered where he would go now, Who would be there to guide him, To comfort him. I broke his embrace, And saw him clearly for the first time in years - Rough hair - Rugged face - Broken eyes … It was then that I realised – The young boy in front of me … Was the young man leaving my life …

Unsure by Lil-Kish, literature

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Unsure

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No more Christmas?

I Woke ... by Lil-Kish, literature

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My lion by tricksyriver, literature

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My lion

Admittedly, I was a rotten child. I liked to spend my time throwing rocks at stray dogs. No one ever bothered to stop me until the old voice in the alley. “Why are you throwing rocks at puppies?” It was an old man voice, deep and gravelly, so I didn’t stop. “Because I want to, old man,” I retorted and tried to sound mean. There was no warning before I heard a yelp and felt dirt under my shoulders. I tumbled over and realized the yelp had come from me. I lay on the ground and listened to my heart beat. That old man had pushed me down, and now he would pay. “You asked for it!” I yelled and grabbed the first

times new roman by inmyroom, literature

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times new roman

You know me well, I’m a 47 year old teenager with grit in my teeth. No, I’m, not going to tell you what is wrong, I’m holding onto hair ties and brushing my teeth with somebody elses toothbrush hoping to pull something out of my mouth worth more than me. Can you help me? I am considering buying an Island from e-bay that I can’t afford but I’ll just try anyway because my hair is falling out, my teeth are not white and my lips are shut. But can I tell you something supple? ()Maybe that I love you. ) This is my only chance to highlight myself and click bold. My only chance to hint something subtle in itali

we were warned by inmyroom, literature

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we were warned

I have written this story two thousand and six times, never perfect, only half-truths that make me want to hide inside boat engines and hum. There is a fish hook in my left eye, trying to be a simile, but not quite as loud as the SOS calls I have coming out, all over. I am not supposed to smoke cigarettes anymore, or kiss you on the lips on the street. But hey, what the hell! I do it anyway because we’re always hungry at the same time as each other. One hour apart. I think it’s a lighthouse signal we both missed because we’ve been hanging from these cliffs with cut feet for six weeks and I want to save you but

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Lil-Kish

Aug 22, 2006

Not mine ... but ...

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Sadness is grey, despair matt black and anger blood red... Bitterness is almost beautiful, like an iridescent poisonous bug - shiny black shot through with a deep, reddy purple ...

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Lil-Kish

Jun 25, 2006

Life Soundtrack Thingo

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The Soundtrack to Your Life Survey Make a soundtrack for your life, matching songs with the following: Opening song: Just a Girl  No Doubt Waking up:  Morning Song - Jewel First date: When I Grow Up - Garbage First kiss: Thank You - Dido Falling in love: Wicked Game  Chris Isaac Seeing an old love: You Oughta Know  Alanis Morrisette Heartbreak:  Foolish Games - Jewel Driving fast:  I give up  can't think of one  something from Nickelback but only cos that's what I have in the car  Getting ready to go out: In A Little While  U2 Partying with friends: Brown Eyed Girl  Van Morrison Danc

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Lil-Kish

May 9, 2006

Don't argue ...

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You could do better.  Don't think about arguing with me on this.  Someone is just going to fall for you completely ... and that is something I could never do.  Is that too honest?  I just know I'd always seem a little distant, if you and I were together.  I'd be happy (because otherwise it wouldn't have happened ... if this hypothetical discussion makes any sense), but you'd feel like you couldn't reach me and I'd feel like I could never be what you want.  Pessimistic perhaps.  Fatalistic - almost definitely.  But truthful.